heartache.

I don't know why it still hurts when I read certain things that he says or writes, even though they're not even directed at me. I wish these silly heart wrenches would go away, would be overwhelmed by Your love for me, Jesus. I know You're my first love, I know You're the only One who pursues me perfectly and holds my heart, but I still can't help feeling the sting. Will it ever stop?