those lyrics

are simultaneously giving me more hope and no hope. but the real question is, which is it?


most importantly, the truth is that I don't need to know the answer right now. and maybe not for a while. Jesus, fix my eyes on You

feeling

So I feel like recently, it's become easier and easier for me to get all teary and/or crying nearly every time I hear someone talking about Jesus/proclaiming the truth of the gospel and of the Word. It's not embarrassing, just...surprising? Because I don't remember it being this bad in the past. It's not the "crazy" emotional that seems to define a lot of girls, but I guess I'm just moved/touched more easily now...?

Maybe it's the F in me starting to develop more, haha. Oh, Myers-Briggs.

ergh

I hate it when I spend over two hours in front of this digital screen...and am not even that productive. ergh